Ok last time I posted up things on here it sounded really shitty. So I am going to do this over. First thing first. I'm not like any else you will ever meet. I am totally different. I have my own trademark in life if you will. I just do things my own way and really could care less what people think about it. My true friends love me for who I am and my looks don't matter to them. Friends like that are hard to come by these days. Most people would rather judge you by looks rather then getting to know you as a person. But that is thier problem not mine. I have always figured life is too short to always do the trendy things and trying to fit in. I feel that you should have fun with your life and do things your own way instead of letting everyone else influence you. Doing that is hurting yourself in the end. Takes away creativaity and mind. But that's just me.

Music is my life. It helps get me thru the day. To most people the stuff I listen to isn't what they would call relaxing at all. Well I would. Almost all metal songs have a really good meaning but people lose that because they are too worried about how heavy the song is or how the vocal sounds. SO WHAT! You have to look beyond on that and when you do you'll find you can relate to lots of songs. And for me to hear someone else telling a story of the things you are going thru now relaxes me and gives me confidence. If they can do it so can I. That's why most of my role models are musicians. Also have been known to play drums too here and there. Well actually have played for about 10-11 years. Started when I was about 4 going on  5 and have kept with it. Don't play as much as I would like these days. But hopefully soon enough I will be able to hook up with a band and let things go from there.

Now you know the basic information about me thought I would go into some background history about myself. I've lived in Ohio for most of my life, granted I have stayed with family in Kentucky before but stay here mostly. I was raised by my mom and grandparents. Dad walked out on me early in life so really don't know the guy. So no need to dwell on that. Have siblings but never see any of them really. I have a sister that is about 20, a younger brother that is 8, and Brandon who really isn't blood but hell I grew up with the boy so I would consider him a brother he's about 21. I'll see Bradon every now and again. Which is a good thing, I look up to him in alot of ways. He's so down to earth and easy going. I guess I kinda based myself upon him a way. As far as my other 2 siblings go haven't seen either one of them for about 5-7 years. Most likely have more brothers and sisters but I just don't know lol. I have had the given chance to know alot of speical people in my life although most of them are not with me today, memories still there. I'm very grateful for everything I have learned from them. But the person that has had the biggest impact on my life is Missy(my other mom). She has more or less helped raise me and has been there for me since day one. I have nothing but respect and love for her. She has had one of the roughest life in the world I think. Won't say everything for her sake but one thing that I really admire is that she raised 3 kids on her own. That's just awesome in my mind. Not everyone could do that. Other people that I owe alot of thanks too are my "true" friends. I have had alot of friend in my life but every single one of them have back-stabbed me and always hurt me in every way possible. But that's going to be on thier mind and not mine so that's them. But my true friends are very dear to me for alot of different reasons but number thing is they love me for who I am. They know who they are!

Don't really know what else to put up on here. Let me think... I've got alot of morals and goals in life that I'm trying to complete. Want to make something of myself and want a family of my own. I really want to follow a career in music but I know that would be a long shot. But another thing that really appeals to me that not alot of people know this but would really like to race in Nascar. That would be so much fun to me. But yea. Most of all though I just want to be happy, make everyone proud of me, have a great family and family life. Those are my greatest goals.

I should finish this up here in a second. Can't say too much and look like a real dumbass. So in final I'd like to say the following. Be yourself in life and live for the moment. The best advice I can give.